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Plaything: The Grand Duke's Boytoy is an addictive blend of suspense, romance, and dark humor, beautifully realized in a captivating manhwa. At its core is a compelling narrative centered around Ilic, an unwitting pawn in a high-stakes game of power and desire, and Sa-yan, the irresistible, yet enigmatic, Grand Duke. The art is simply breathtaking, enhancing the drama and depth of the story. Even minor characters and settings are illustrated with an intricate grace that stuns in every panel. Ilic, initially a hard character to root for, undergoes a riveting character development, largely thanks to his complex dynamics with Sa-yan. His wry internal monologues, often filled with disdain for the Duke, add a layer of dark humor that keeps you engrossed and eagerly anticipating what comes next. On the other hand, Sa-yan is a character that you'd love to hate and hate to love. His audacious crudeness is shocking yet intriguing. As we progress through the chapters, it's clear there's a depth to his character that's yet to be fully explored, making his interactions with Ilic all the more exciting. If that's your cup of tea, "Plaything: The Grand Duke's Boytoy" is an engrossing read you won't regret. In short, "Plaything: The Grand Duke's Boytoy" is a beautifully crafted, enthralling tale of power, passion, and intrigue that will keep you hooked from start to finish. Can't wait to review my next #manhwa

Get ready to dive deep into the world of BL with Peachie, the mastermind behind the Church of BL. They've been on a mission since 2017 to create awesome content for conventions and online spaces where BL fans can truly be themselves. Now let's get on to that interview! Q. Tell us about the Church of BL, & what inspires your content? A. The Church of BL (COBL for short) has been my passion project since 2017. I aim to create both content for conventions as well as online spaces for BL fans who don't feel like they fit in within the majority of fandom spaces. I also work to educate folks on the mental health aspects of liking the more taboo topics within BL, and why BL sub genre’s outside of your typical high school romance or office drama are important. Initially - when I started the Church of BL, my inspiration came from a kinda narcissistic place? LOL - I’ve been a BL fan for going on 20 years (I feel old, omg) & during that time, I often attended BL panels at conventions in my area. At first, I was just happy to be there- I lived in a small town in the midwest United States & panel content being made about gay manga & anime, much less anything in regards to gay content from outside of Japan, was few and far between, so I went to what was available. This was like - 2008ish, the internet was different then- lol! Convention panels were where it was at. With time, I started to notice a pattern. The panels, at least in my area, typically covered around abouts the same stuff every time & not much info on where to find anything. That in itself was okay, at least the genre was getting exposure, not everyone was as hyperfixated on BL as I was, & I understood that- LOL. But. . .where I drew the line, were the panels that specifically focused on bashing BL that they either didn’t understand or did not enjoy. Most of these titles were either kinda dated and a product of their time, or just outright taboo. Stuff in the same realm as Ai no Kusabi, that deals with human trafficking & has heavy BDSM elements. Or anything that involved some kind of “weird” kink that they found cringey or went too far. Some time later, once Killing Stalking blew up and became more popular, despite the fact that the series is considered to be psychological horror & not romance - it became the target of scrutiny & one of the poster children of problematic BL. On top of all of that- a lot of stuff I saw presented was just, not fact checked in the slightest, or felt kinda ill informed. A good example of this that I’ve seen fairly recently was when someone was promoting titles like My Brothers Husband, an absurdly well written manga series by Gengoroh Tagame that deals with confronting internalized homophobia - but at the same time - talking down about series that fell in the same wheelhouse as basically every other title the man has written. Tagame is a powerhouse in geikomi, but a huge chunk of his work falls under the kink, non con, or BDSM umbrella. I have always enjoyed the darker varieties of BL - they’re my bread & butter. I understand the separation of fiction vs. reality, and there have always been a lot of complicated reasons behind why I was always more drawn to the darker & more taboo themes & characters - not just in BL, but like, in fiction as a whole. Any time I would go to these convention panels, I always left with thoughts like, “I wish they had included this thing!” “I wish they hadn't said that!” “They were TOTALLY wrong about that thing!” “If I were to have done that, I would have done it this way.” & over time - I was like. . . I have a public speaking background - I love research & making things - I could do this. . . sooooo- I did! I personally feel like you shouldn't complain about something if you're not willing to work on changing it. COBL began as just panels at conventions. My first one was, “The Church of BL” that was basically a 2 hour long news type presentation that covered all kinds of stuff, like where to find different kinds of titles, what was new & coming out soon, & just recommendations I had for various genres and stuff. I tried to cover as many bases as I had knowledge on, and it became a yearly panel at quite a few conventions in my area. I later branched out and added two more panels. “The Church of BL: Youth Group”, which focused on the 13+ crowd. It gives a good guide on where to get started & BL content that was age appropriate, as I didn’t have that when I was younger & never really saw any BL panels that weren't 18+. The other panel I added was “BL That Hurt Me”, which was solely about my favorite subgenre of BL, psychological horror. I was honestly a little taken aback at how popular my panels became at the various cons I took them to, especially “BL That Hurt Me” & “I Love That Character You Hate”, a panel I started presenting on the culture surrounding anti fans and extreme bullying in fandom spaces. I never expected to gather so many that felt like they didn't fit into the vast majority of fandom spaces. They didn't feel represented or knew of many others who liked the same stuff as them. & the most heartbreaking of all- feeling absolutely horrified to talk about their favs out of being bullied or doxxed online. So many people had stories of being kicked out of fandoms, being publicly shamed by friends, or receiving death threats online over fictional characters or genres they liked - it was absurd. It was at this point that I started changing my angle a little bit and started aiming my content at representing these people. I started gaining more and more people who followed my work because they didn’t have any other spaces where they felt like they could talk about the more taboo variety of BL, or just, someplace they felt safe in general? As I had more and more conversations with these folks, I got more and more motivated to get louder. I wanted to stand up and advocate for these folks who just wanna like the shit they like and not get bullied, kicked out of friend groups, doxxed online, sent death threats, or be afraid to openly enjoy genres or characters that the majority can’t stand. In the last few years, I’ve tried to put myself out there past just my panels and grow COBL into a larger community - I now have a YouTube channel that I periodically post to, an active COBL Discord server with about 200+ members, & I recently started a podcast. On top of all of this, I also started working on writing an academic paper on the infighting within fandom spaces. I’m excited to grow COBL more than it is presently, as it’s given me so much in the time I’ve worked on it. My recent endeavors, outside of my convention panels, are still very new- but I'm proud of what I've accomplished thus far. That was a very long answer to a simple question - dekfluewlfkwem - lol! Hello, I’m Peachie, & I’m very long winded~! Q. What are your goals as a content creator? A. My goals for COBL have kinda evolved over time? My main goal is bringing people who enjoy the stuff I also enjoy together & giving them space to exist in without fear of being constantly judged. Through a lot of introspection mixed with speaking to attendees at my sundry panels, I started trying to explain why we enjoy these things, how to consume taboo themes such as these responsibly, and why that’s okay. My panels slowly became safe spaces - BUT THEN - COVID. COVID sent a bunch of us into the virtual space as that's kinda all we had to lean on. After doing my first virtual panel at FujoCon 2020, a virtually based BL centric convention that drew in attendees from all over the globe - I gained some more fans of my stuff from outside of my usual stomping grounds. FujoCon really inspired me to make COBL more than just convention panels- it needed a permanent space. People liked my content WAY more than I ever expected and I liked making it - it was really validating to scream into the void about all this stuff I enjoyed or feelings I had - and not only having somebody listen, but tell me how much they appreciated my work - but ho boy is all of this stuff difficult to keep up with. I enjoy making my content, I wouldn't do it if I didn't find value in it - but, outside of the Church of BL, I also run my own business, am the Guest Relations & Programming head for a convention, & have Bipolar & ADHD. . . SOOO- despite me being a workaholic - consistency is not my greatest quality? LOL - It takes WEEKS to finish just one YouTube video, or one podcast episode - and depending on where my mental state is that month, even longer. This hasn't exactly helped in terms of growing my internet presence very quickly? But the more I work at it, the better I get? Sooo- alongside creating these spaces & making content, I want to have more consistency? I want to work on what's successful for me, and keep at it. As I’ve mentioned previously- there are so many out there that don't feel like they can interact in fandom spaces very easily? I want to alleviate that, and stay active in the community. Q. What advice would you give to new creators? A. Try to stay positive? Success is never immediate, and it takes a lot of hard work, trial and error, & time. Don’t get discouraged if your first YouTube video only gets 5 views. Don’t freak out if you only have 3 people show up to your panel. Those are still people who are giving value to what you do. I may have a decent following at conventions, but my internet presence is still struggling? But - I just try to keep at it. Fall down- get back up again. Secondly - don’t feel pressured to only make content about what’s popular. Sure, you get exposure that way, and that’s important- but it’s absurdly easy to fall into burnout. Make what sparks joy for you, and occasionally throw in some fan service. I promise you- it will make staying consistent in your content WAY easier. It keeps your passion for it alive. Lastly - don’t let people walk all over you or snub your work. It’s one thing to take constructive criticism- that is REALLY important for growth- but don’t feel bad when someone doesn't value you or tries to bring you down. Your content will reach who it's for, and the people it wasn't for in the first place can get over themselves. Q. What does pride mean to you? A. Authenticity. Being who I am unapologetically. Standing up for people who are just like me. Working towards being a good representation of my peers. BUT- I say all of this - and do indeed stand by those definitions - but at the same time - I’m AFAB non binary who's in denial that they’re actually trans masc- lol! I’ve struggled a lot with allowing myself to be masculine, to use he/him pronouns, to accept that there's a HUGE correlation between why I always had a hard time being female, at least as its defined by gender norms, and why it was so addicting to self insert with characters in BL stories. It was always so difficult for me to relate to female characters, and any time I did- they were typically of the masc leaning tomboy variety. I’m also- very not straight- lol! & being able to engage in queer content was refreshing. I grew up in Catholicism (hence the Church of BL being a parody of the Catholic Church), I was a ride or die Catholic till I was about 16 and felt attracted to a girl for the first time - and panicked. I talked to my Youth Pastor about it, as I trusted him for some reason - and was told that that's not something you act upon. That's not, and never will be, in God's plan for you. Being told that - to my face - was eye opening. Because I didn't see my queerness as anything dirty. I didnt think about it at all to be frank- it was natural? I’m the definition of pansexual- I’ve never been attracted to people based on their gender, it's just- whomever I like, that's who I like. I don't really care what's goin on downstairs- and I don't see why God would have an issue with that? But ho buddy do some of these folks wanna make it their problem. I have family who won't speak to me because I’m married to a woman - and honestly - I don't care anymore. You learn over time - that trying to shove the square block into the triangle hole just isn’t going to work out for you. I don't want to live by a handbook somebody wrote and told me was my whole life's mission- I want to exist as I am, because that feels nice, it’s validating, it’s life saving. & I want others to do that too. Pride is a concept I’m working on? I’m proud of my community, I’m proud of how far queer representation has come - but being specifically proud of myself, and who I am, is still a struggle sometimes. I didn't start to REALLY live authentically till I was about 25. Due to that, I want to be the advocate I needed when I was younger - be that through my BL content or otherwise - so learning to be not only confident - but loud in my own skin - is something I’m working hard towards achieving. Pride is being the role model you needed that you didn’t have? Q. How will you be celebrating Pride 2023? A. Honestly? NO IDEA - lol!! I went to my first pride event this year? Despite me being a content creator & public speaker - large crowds & events give me anxiety, lol! I went to the Pride Kick Off event in Mt.Vernon IL to help out with the AIDS coalition in my area. It was really freaking cool and I think, now that I've ripped the figurative band-aid off, I want to help with more events like it. I met a lot of folks and got to support queer artists through the sundry booths they had there, and it was fun. I met a Sister of Perpetual Indulgence, which is a group of nuns, many of whom are drag queens or trans folk, who do volunteer work & community outreach in sundry areas of the states, and across the globe. I had NO IDEA we had a group of them in my area, and now I'm SO TEMPTED to join once I have time to do so. If you’ve never heard of them- definitely look them up. I also have a pretty big backlog of queer books I wanna finish? My wife is a big fan of Nagata Kabi’s autobiographical manga series “My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness” & owns all of them. I’ve read the first one, and need to read the rest. The authors very shy approach to figuring out her sexual preference is REALLY relatable. On top of which- a lot of her struggles with alcohol abuse & mental instability hit home pretty hard for me. So I definitely need to finish that one. I also recently got my hands on a physical copy of “The Day I Met My Husband”, a memoir of the gay activist Nanasaki Ryousuke, who, alongside his husband, had the first religiously recognized same-sex marriage in Japan. There’s two versions, his original essay he wrote, as well as a manga adaptation that’s also absurdly good. I’ve read all of the manga, and I'm about halfway through the essay, & his story is so relatable to me in so many ways - but at the same time, makes me feel, for lack of a better word- privileged - to live where I do. I had little issue obtaining a legally binding marriage certificate, despite my gender at birth, and watching Nanasaki & his husband struggle is heartbreaking. Am I confident in my country's treatment of our community - absolutely not - look at Florida - do not get me started. I also grew up in a culture that looked down upon anything remotely queer. I simply adored how close family of mine, on top of being heavily religious, would throw around the three letter f slur & then wonder why I struggled to come out to them? Alongside this, the treatment of trans people in particular in this country is abhorrent. So while my own experience with obtaining a marriage certificate was fairly cut and dry, despite the judgmental looks, my wife & I are absurdly lucky. So- I find it important to learn about other folks' experiences in other cultures. In the end, we’re all fighting for the same thing. Q. What are some of your favorite BL shows? A. OH LORD- so. . .I tend to like the more dark & taboo variety of series? So, anime wise, not many of the manga I enjoy have been adapted into anime? But I do have a handful of favs! The anime adaptation of Love Stage is one of my favorite things on this planet. I could scream sing the OP right now. It was so well done, and even for folks who haven't read the manga, was so solid with a satisfying ending. The English dub was also fantastic- which was new for me? MANY of the English adapted BL anime in the early 2000’s (im old) were uhhhh. . . .a choice. . . Seeing more polished & well cast dubs now a days has been a joy. Alongside anime - I have a weakness for Thai Dramas. Some of my favs are Manner of Death, Cutie Pie, KinnPorsche, Lovely Writer, 2gether, & Not Me. I’m currently watching Boss & the Babe, and its frikken cute. Thai dramas can be kinda campy at times? But they also approach alot of real life scenarios, which I always find so freaking refreshing. They also have more of the darker themes that I tend to gravitate towards- which is what made them addictive in the first place- lol~! Q. Favorite BL ships? A. AAAAA- okay . . . . I know people will want to fight me over the first two- lol!!! Jin Guangyao x Lan Xichen from the Chinese BL novel series, MDZS/the Grandmaster of Demonic Cultivation- they give me LIFE. So much so that I have made my own merch because not a lot of it exists. Another one that I’m a die hard fan of is Mink x Aoba from the BL visual novel Dramatical Murder. Frikken nobody likes Mink- BUT THAT'S FINE- more for me. . . I have dang near every piece of merch that exists- LOL. I could go on forever about him. Some ships I love that people won't instantly yell at me over- pfft- I also adore Xie Lian x Hua Cheng from the Chinese BL novel series TGCF/Heaven Officials Blessing. I am so attached to them - it’s insane. I relate to both of them as characters to an absurd level. A kinda niche ship I love is Reo x Mabu from the anime Sarazanmai. They are canon- because I said so- LOL. Sarazanmai is a bit of an acid trip of an anime, but holy hell it's so good - just trust the process- lol! The English dub was also REALLY well done- and that's saying a lot as it's partially a musical. Q. Tell us about Citrus Con. A. It’s my baby - PFFT - I’m so honored to have been brought along for this ride. Citrus Con was initially founded by my friends at Citrus Squad, another BL centric community fairly similar to my own. Our con chair Kira DM’d me and was like- “hey so. . . we want to start our own virtual BL convention. . . would you be willing to run panels at it?” and I’m like - OF FRIKKEN COURSE?! & that grew into swapping ideas and discussing logistics - and before I knew it they brought me on as founding staff - lol! In all seriousness though- being con staff, especially what I do as Guest Relations & Programming Head, has been something I’ve always wanted to do but had no time for - so I’m so hype about this. We’ve achieved so much since we started - I’m really proud of the team. BUT - SPECIFICS - Citrus Con is a virtual 18+ Boys Love convention that will be debuting August 26th & 27th 2023~! We’ll have guests from all different scopes of the BL world, including BL industry events & panels, fan panels, games & special events, a virtual artist alley to shop around in, as well as a big ol’ Discord server full of fellow fans to hang out with. I’m really excited for our Guest lineup this year - we’ll be having Cathexis, author of the Sex Therapy comic, Heart Core Dev’s, the game devs behind the BL visual novel, the Symbiant, as well as English voice actor & ADR director for SO MANY English dubbed queer anime, David Wald - & that’s just to name a few. We also have more Guest announcements we haven't made yet - so look out for those~! I’m so ridiculously excited - lol! We’ve been running watch parties & mini events in between now and the con as well~ Recently, we had a 3 hour Q&A with David Wald and it was super rad. We have a recording of it on our YouTube channel~ To keep up with all this stuff & find consistent updates, con announcements, as well as what all we’re up to - make sure to follow us on Twitter @ citruscon. Registration for the con is open & completely free. You can find a registration link as well as more info on the con itself via our carrd: citruscon.carrd.co Q. Where can people support your work? A. I have a website~!! Churchofbl.com ~ I have all my socials & links and such posted there, as well as my Discord invite & a page dedicated to my research project, “Discrimination in Fandom Culture” where you can fill out my fan survey that I use for my academic projects. I’m working on writing my first academic paper on the discriminatory actions of anti’s in fandom spaces & how it affects individual fans & fandoms as a whole. I also run a panel on the subject, “My Unapologetic Love for Hated Characters” that I’ll be releasing a podcast version of soon~ annnnnd my Kofi is linked via my website as well. I’m running a fundraiser for a new PC - as editing youtube videos & podcast audio on my current laptop has been a nightmare. I also have sundry merch and stuff if that's your vibe~ Monetary support is never expected- but it does help. . .like. . . a lot~ I appreciate my supporters to the moon and back. -- Contact us HERE to share your experiences, showcase your work, or simply geek out about all things BL. Let's keep the magic alive and thriving!

Looking for a new #manhwa Duke's Private Tutor is a must! Jace Walter aced his exam, crushing everyone in his class. Then, the snobby Fred Couper struts over, bragging about working under a noble. In a flashback, Fred offers Jace a servant gig, but he shuts it down and mocks him. Back in the present, Fred gives Jace a last chance to shine his shoes. Jace plays along, polishes the shoe, and snarks at him. Three years later, Jace is jobless, facing rumors about being gay. His buddy Jin hands him info on being the Duke's Private Tutor. Jace applies, stoked for the opportunity. The art style is incredibly cool, with vibrant colors and detail to character design. The story itself is compelling, with intense moments and a clash of personalities. Each panel will definitely have you wanting more! The couple is also really cute! Without any spoilers, this story is an interesting one. Be sure to check out Duke's Private Tutor!

Today we had a chat with artist and creator Blair Fujin! Be sure to check out their work HERE! 1.Blair Fujin Tell us a little about yourself and work? I'm Blair Fujin (or Animefanka on sites that didn't let me change my username), 29 year old aroace transmasc enby potato from Poland. I'm a level designer making mobile games for bored housewives by day and I create anime-styled gay porn in the evenings. Currently I'm working on 3 ongoing webcomics (I can't focus on just one thing): BDSM Boys - around 5 years ago I decided to make some dedicated porn ocs and I started thinking about them... Now, I've got over 250 pages of these two going through their lives, dating and sometimes tying each other up; Vampire Prince - a reboot of a comic I was making in middle-high school, heavily inspired by D.Gray-Man but... with vampires and nearly everyone being queer; Horny Hell - my "now that I don't have to commute to work because of pandemic and have more free time I should do something to keep myself too occupied to be worried" project and a way to finally do something with all those demon ocs I've accumulated over the years - just a simple slice of life romance but taking place in hell. And each year in summer I temporarily become a visual novel dev and make a game for Yaoi Game Jam. So far I've created 4 short games and 1 (sadly) abandoned demo. 2.Tell us about being an artist? All kids draw when they're little (at least all the ones I went to kindergarten with did, maybe those that stay at home don't...) but most stop at some point. I never did. Drawing has just always been the most natural way for me to get ideas swirling around in my head out of it. And there are many of those... Way too many, especially with how much free time and energy I have. 3.What inspires your work? Pretty much all the media I consume. I read a manga or a webcomic, play a video game, remember some obscure show that aired when I was little and only people from 3 random countries on earth remember, I digest it for a month or two and a scene appears in my head, then I come with a next one, start thinking more about the characters in those scenes, where they come from, why did they act this way and help, another story I have to put on the back burner is born. 4.What does pride month mean to you? It is mostly a reminder that I'm not alone and a time to recharge my hope-battery, something really needed when living in this country... I won't lie, I am jealous of people whose biggest worry is flag discourse. 5.Where can people support your work? I've got a carrd with all the links where to find me https://animefanka-artist.carrd.co - getting any comments and knowing that there are people who my ideas are actually reaching means a lot. And for those who would like to support me monetarily, I've got patreon https://www.patreon.com/Animefanka where I offer early access to BDSM Boys and Horny Hell and uncensored version of the latter, as well as a monthly patron-voted illustration. And all my visual novels are under pay-what-you-want model on itch https://animefanka.itch.io 6.Tell us about anything you want! Can be something you are working on, something positive, or something totally random! Ok, I lied about 3 webcomics, there's a 4th one but it's barely started and I'm working on it only on weekends when I feel like it so... it won't be out for a while but my yaoi jam visual novel for this year will be connected to it. It will be about a trans aroace sorcerer getting comforted by a demon he summoned and have been living with (Horny Hell wasn't self-indulgent enough for me). So, if it picks anyone's interest, keep your eyes open for this year's yaoi jam submissions (and check the ones from previous years, there are loads of cool little games there). --- Contact us HERE to share your experiences, showcase your work, or simply geek out about all things BL. Let's keep the magic alive and thriving!

Living with bipolar disorder and battling addiction can be an arduous journey, often characterized by ups and downs, despair, and the longing for stability and healing. In this article, we shed light on the significant role caregivers play in supporting individuals facing these challenges. From offering understanding and empathy to providing essential assistance, caregivers become pillars of strength, guiding their loved ones towards a brighter future. This article also explores the inspiring story of Malcolm from "I Married a Monster," who finds unwavering support and love from his childhood friend Hugh, now his devoted caregiver and husband. My name is Rachel Hernández. I am a beta reader for the comic and visual novel "I Married a Monster on a Hill," a psychology student, a trans writer, and a dedicated advocate for LGBTQ+ representation. Understanding Bipolar Disorder: Bipolar disorder is a complex mental health condition marked by extreme mood swings, ranging from manic episodes characterized by heightened energy and euphoria to depressive episodes of profound sadness and despair. Individuals with bipolar disorder often face difficulties in managing their emotions, relationships, and day-to-day activities. The disorder's unpredictable nature can make it even more challenging for them to maintain stability and navigate the complexities of daily life. The Battle Against Addiction: To cope with the overwhelming emotions and seek relief, some individuals with bipolar disorder turn to substances, leading to the additional burden of addiction. Substance abuse becomes a dangerous spiral, exacerbating the symptoms of bipolar disorder and further impairing overall well-being. Overcoming addiction requires immense strength, perseverance, and a support system that understands the unique challenges faced by those with co-occurring bipolar disorder and addiction. The Role of Caregivers: Caregivers are the unsung heroes in the lives of individuals struggling. Whether they are family members, friends, or professional caregivers, their presence and support are invaluable. Here are some ways caregivers make a difference: Providing Understanding and Empathy: 1. Caregivers who take the time to educate themselves about bipolar disorder and addiction develop a deeper understanding of their loved one's struggles. This knowledge enables them to offer empathy, compassion, and non-judgmental support, creating a safe and nurturing environment. Assisting with Treatment and Medication Management: 1. Managing bipolar disorder often involves a combination of therapy, medication, and lifestyle adjustments. Caregivers can help their loved ones stay on track with treatment plans, reminding them to take medication, attending therapy sessions together, and encouraging healthy habits such as regular exercise, sleep, and proper nutrition. Offering Emotional Support: 1. Living with bipolar disorder and battling addiction can be isolating and emotionally draining. Caregivers serve as confidants, providing a listening ear and a shoulder to lean on during both difficult and triumphant moments. They can offer encouragement, reassurance, and help their loved ones recognize their progress and strengths. Creating a Supportive Environment: 1. A stable and supportive home environment plays a crucial role in the recovery process. Caregivers can help by minimizing triggers and stressors, promoting open communication, and encouraging healthy coping mechanisms. By fostering a positive atmosphere, caregivers contribute significantly to their loved ones' overall well-being and long-term recovery. Collaborating with Healthcare Professionals: 1. Caregivers can act as liaisons between their loved ones and healthcare professionals, ensuring effective communication and continuity of care. They can accompany their loved ones to medical appointments, share observations and concerns, and actively participate in treatment planning. The Inspiring Love Story of Malcolm and Hugh: Hugh on the left Malcolm on the right Artist: Bumbleflap Within the context of caregivers' crucial role, the story of Malcolm and Hugh from "I Married a Monster" exemplifies the power of unwavering support and the transformative nature of love. Malcolm, facing the daunting challenges of bipolar disorder and addiction recovery, discovers an unyielding source of strength and inspiration in the form of Hugh, his childhood friend turned devoted caregiver and husband. Their journey together is not only characterized by the practical aspects of caregiving but also by a deep and profound love that transcends the boundaries of love. Hugh's unwavering commitment to Malcolm's well-being stems from a place of genuine care and affection. He understands the complexities of bipolar disorder and addiction, recognizing the hurdles Malcolm must overcome. With remarkable kindness and empathy, Hugh offers a compassionate hand to guide Malcolm through the darkest moments. It is within this nurturing environment that Malcolm finds solace, knowing that he is not alone in his struggle. Hugh's love becomes a beacon of hope, instilling in Malcolm a renewed sense of purpose and determination to get better. His unwavering support serves as a catalyst for Malcolm's recovery, providing him with the motivation to persevere through the challenging days and celebrate the small victories along the way. Hugh's understanding nature plays a pivotal role in their journey. He possesses a rare ability to empathize with Malcolm's experiences, offering a safe space for vulnerability and open communication. With his non-judgmental and patient approach, Hugh creates an atmosphere where Malcolm feels comfortable sharing his fears, doubts, and triumphs. Their bond is built on trust and mutual respect, allowing them to navigate the complexities of bipolar disorder and addiction recovery together. As the days pass, Malcolm begins to witness the transformative power of love. Hugh's unwavering support becomes a constant reminder that he is worthy of healing and happiness. The profound impact of Hugh's compassion and understanding extends far beyond the role of a caregiver. It serves as a testament to the power of love to inspire and uplift, showing Malcolm that he is not defined by his struggles but by the strength he possesses to overcome them. In their love story, Malcolm and Hugh embody the essence of what it means to be a caregiver. Hugh's kindness, understanding, and unwavering support create an environment where Malcolm can flourish and find his path to recovery. Their love becomes a testament to the profound impact that caregivers can have on the lives of those facing mental health challenges. Together, they exemplify the transformative power of love and the indomitable spirit that arises when someone believes in us unconditionally. Navigating Trauma: Malcolm's life has been marked by significant trauma, including enduring forced drug use, SA, and abuse. While these experiences have undoubtedly shaped him, the story beautifully depicts Malcolm's determination to rise above his past. Rather than allowing his trauma to define him, Malcolm courageously confronts his demons, seeking healing and growth. His journey serves as a testament to the indomitable human spirit and the capacity for transformation. Hugh: A Beacon of Love and Support: Artist @crashtako Amidst the darkness of Malcolm's past, Hugh emerges as a beacon of love and unwavering support. As a loyal caregiver and husband, Hugh plays a pivotal role in Malcolm's healing process. He offers comfort, understanding, and a safe space for Malcolm to heal and rebuild his life. Hugh's presence highlights the power of love and the importance of having a nurturing and compassionate partner by one's side during times of adversity. Embracing Resilience and Hope: "I Married a Monster on a Hill" reminds us that even in the face of immense trauma, resilience and hope can prevail. Malcolm's journey is not solely about the pain he has endured, but also about his resilience and his capacity to reclaim his life. Through his own strength and the love and support of Hugh, Malcolm discovers that healing and happiness are possible, even after enduring immense hardships. Conclusion: Artist:Angie Min Malcolm's story in "I Married a Monster on a Hill" is a testament to the power of resilience, love, and support in overcoming trauma. It emphasizes that while trauma may leave a lasting impact, it does not define an individual. Through Malcolm's journey, we are reminded of the human spirit's ability to heal, grow, and find solace in the embrace of those who truly care. Let their story inspire us to celebrate resilience, cherish supportive relationships, and foster hope in the face of adversity. Although “I Married a Monster on a Hill” is still in development there is much to look forward to. Tune in to BLU for more character reviews and the positive impact their stories have. Learn more about the story by checking out their current comic, social pages, and news about visual novel development HERE. Until next time. HOTLINES 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline National Sexual Assault Hotline: Confidential 24/7 Support SAMHSA National Helpline

"Legs That Won't Walk" by Black Apricot certainly is an interesting yet somewhat concerning #manhwa. The tale of Sooyoung, a former boxer turned debtor, presents a interesting concept. The black-and-white art style lends itself perfectly to the noir-esque narrative, capturing the atmosphere of danger and fear that the story itself tells. Sooyoung as a character has a lot of potential. He's a classic underdog, fighting against physical and financial adversity. Even after a rough injury, he's still all about throwing punches, now even more as he works off his dad's debt for this guy Taesung. Suyeong’s more bothered by people's pity than his messed-up leg, and he uses violence as his go-to way to communicate. Still, he's got a good heart underneath it all, stepping into danger to protect others. He’s got a weird view of his buddy Ji-Sung’s kindness, though, which throws a twist into the mix. It's got some cool points but feels a bit all over the place. "Legs That Won't Walk" showcases the rough dynamic between Suyeong and Taesung, a money lender. Taesung, recognizing Suyeong, gets violent but later treats his injuries. Weirdly, Taesung wants to keep Suyeong close, drawn to his resilience. He decides to employ Suyeong to work off his father's debt, treating him like a bought pet he wants to protect. It's a dark, complex relationship that stirs up intrigue. Ji-Sung, an old flame of Suyeong's, is desperate to keep him safe. Despite Suyeong's protests, Ji-Sung promises to support him through surgery and rehab. He's willing to do whatever it takes for Suyeong, even after spotting him with Taesung. Ji-Sung hopes they can return to their old life, offering Suyeong a gym job as a way to stay close. Legs That Won't Walk" is a tense narrative driven by complex relationships. It portrays the struggles of Suyeong, caught between his past and his tumultuous present with Taesung. Intriguing, gritty, and filled with emotional tension, it leaves readers eager for what comes next. There are many more interesting characters and plot points but I dont want to spoil it. Check it out for yourself!

Today we had a chat with artist and creator Chiba! Be sure to check out their work HERE! 1. Chiba Tell us a little about yourself and work? I've been an artist professionally for 3 years. I mainly work as a 2D character concept for game characters. I also have 2 years of experience working on a Japan card game. When I have free time, I sometimes receive commission requests. Mostly NSFW BL illustrations, which I really love but rarely got the opportunity to work on professionally. 2.Tell us about being an artist? As long as I can remember, I've always wanted to be an artist that can put all my imagination on paper beautifully. 3.What inspires your work? Badass and sexy vibes has always been my favorite theme to work on. However, the longer I work in the industry, the more I realize there are a lot more interesting stuff to draw so now I can't really say what specific thing inspires me. I guess I'm pretty open to anything. 4.What does pride month mean to you? About this, I'm not in the community, to be honest, so I don't have much to say. However, I'm just a happiness supporter :') Within this month, I get a lot of positive vibes and true bliss (even though some maybe short) from LGBTQ+ community. Everytime I see a couple's happy story, I really am happy for them and even gain energy from it. It's a beautiful month. 5.Where can people support your work? I'm not yet fully a freelance artist so I'm only active here on twitter. I use it to share my arts, support other artists and reach out for clients. 6.Tell us about anything you want! Can be something you are working on, something positive, or something totally random! Working in the game industry, being able to learn a lot and experience quite a lot of things, I realized I love working on BL a lot. That's why I reached out to you ^u^ Above, I said I'm pretty open to anything but that's a skill for me to make a living, could not be picky when I didn't have much to choose :'D I learned how to work on anything whole-heartedly, as long as I'm well-paid and my client is happy. Though, as most artits, I have some themes I'm not familiar and comfortable to work on: Mecha, horror, goro. --- Contact us HERE to share your experiences, showcase your work, or simply geek out about all things BL. Let's keep the magic alive and thriving!

Today we had a chat with artist and creator Frostyshark! Be sure to check out their work HERE! 1. Frostyshark Tell us a little about yourself and work? Hello! I’m Frostyshark! I’ve been making one of my BL comics, [Stay] since 2008! (And then more comics later). I literally started my own comic cuz there wasn’t enough smut in the BL manga I was buying, lol. I work in both Traditional and Digital, often on the same piece. I love cute and bright colors, but (most of) my comics are very dirty and I have to warn people to not be tricked by the cover art! 2.Tell us about being an artist? A little History: I’ve always drawn since I was a kid, loved Lisa Frank. I even made these “color sheets” where I fill in colorful designs in crayons on a full page front to back. Then I saw my first Japanese manga, Sailor Moon, in 1997 and my world was changed! Started drawing more anime/manga style ever since, and started pursuing art in school as well, and I have a BFA in Painting and Drawing! As far as Comics goes, I’ve been making my own comics since late 90, early 2000s, but they were just fun personal comics, then I made comics for my school newspaper. And then in 2008 decided to start my 18+ comic and post it online! While I do love to draw, it’s still a lot of hard work and studying, and practicing, and just making something even though it’s not perfect. I’m constantly honing my skills and learning new things! 3.What inspires your work? So many things, often it’s other artwork, or media I watch, or anime cons I go to. Or even the need to please others (I’m a middle child, I can’t help it lol), I love making people happy with my art. I also like a challenge, creating a new piece or learning a new technique. Lately, my inspiration comes from my own OCs that inspire my work, I come up with fun stories and scenarios with them, and I have a lot of them! 4.What does pride month mean to you? First! I loooove Rainbows, the best colors! So I recently figured out a few years ago I’m Aro/Ace! So I still feel a little imposter syndrome including myself in Pride, but I love that I get to see other people celebrate!! 5.Where can people support your work? I have a regular art accounts here: linktr.ee/frostyshark_art And a separate BL/NSFW accounts here: linktr.ee/frostyshark_BL My Current on going comics are: - [Stay] (18+) – read for free only on y!Gallery, print version available in my store. - Sunny Side Up (SFW), on Tapas, and print version in my store - And I have regular porn w/o plot one shots I upload on my subscription sites, gumroad, or even print versions in my store! I also have a monthly lewd sticker club on patreon or subscribestar! (So there’s a lot going on) 6.Tell us about anything you want! Can be something you are working on, something positive, or something totally random! Currently working on several upcoming comics, one’s a short with a cute Dragon Boy, and a friend’s OC, a giant Jackal Boy! Then working on a semi long comic about a ghost! --- Contact us HERE to share your experiences, showcase your work, or simply geek out about all things BL. Let's keep the magic alive and thriving!

Today we had a chat with artist and webcomic creator Nori! Be sure to check out their hit BL comic Asking You. 1. Norin, Tell us a little about yourself and work? Hello, I'm noriyuu, more commonly called as nori! I'm a former designer and illustrator for school books and I currently work as a comic artist. I'm developing a series called "Asking You" which is a BL with the intent of breaking a bit of the bad tropes we see in the genre or that me and other gay men may identify within the genre. 2.Tell us about being an artist? Being an artist is not easy, mainly in a country where art or any creative avenue of work is extremely undervalued. Being a comic artist is even harder since we have to move fast due to tight deadlines which makes the whole process quite a bit lonely given we barely have time to socialize or do anything else besides work. Still, it's something I love to do and that has the potential of being used to share your voice and ideas and elevate other people's voices in moments when they need to be heard. I think being an artist can be an extremely powerful social and political job despite it being hard to make it come with a paycheck. 3.What inspires your work? At first, before becoming a comic artist, what inspired me were more romantic looking pictures that could tell a whole story visually and give life to a whole world and universe within the space of one canvas. After becoming a comic artist, my focus started to lean less on the visual aspect of storytelling and more on the narrative side. Nowadays, I'm more inspired by learning and being aware of issues that affect marginalized people and people in vulnerable situations. I think art as a whole can be used to help us develop empathy for people who live realities far different from ours or have experiences society as a whole try to turn a blind eye to. 4.What does pride month mean to you? To me pride month is a great conquest in general simply for the fact that so many LGBTQIAP+ people can celebrate who they are, find comfort within their community and some can have their voices amplified in a sense (I don't know about having their voices heard, but at least they are amplified). I think it's great that we have a month where our community's existence is validated, but I also think that we're still lacking unity to be able to use Pride Month as a platform to invoke more changes. Regardless, I think it's amazing that people can individually feel more seen and embraced during this month! 5.Where can people support your work? People can support me either through reading my comics on Webtoon, Tapas, Webcomics and INKR; or on my Patreon which is http://patreon.com/noriyuuart where I share episodes earlier and develop more mini episodes and spin offs with the assistance of my patrons! 6.Tell us about anything you want! Can be something you are working on, something positive, or something totally random! First of all, I want to thank BLU for the opportunity given through this interview! I'll be working on my comic "Asking You" for the foreseeable future, but I have other comics I want to produce one day! I wish everyone a wonderful Pride Month and hope that we may all show respect to every person and every life story in this colorful community! --- Are you itching to join the fun? If you're a BL fanfiction enthusiast or an aspiring writer bursting with ideas, we'd love to hear from you! Contact us HERE to share your experiences, showcase your work, or simply geek out about all things fanfic. Let's keep the fanfiction magic alive and thriving!

Today, we are privileged to speak with the fearless artist known as ChellayTiger. In this in-depth interview, we delve into the artist's personal journey and what inspires their work! 1. ChellayTiger Tell us a little about yourself and work? I'm ChellayTiger. I'm a gay man who creates gay erotic visual novels featuring older, beefy guys who bottom. I made All in Love and War and Capturin' the Booty! and I'm currently working on Dwarven Destiny, Barachoda Bloom, and By Your Hands. 2.Tell us about being an artist? I love being an artist. I get to draw whatever I want and I get to express my creativity. But I keep it as a side effort because I don't want to make it into a job I have to do. 3.What inspires your work? Gengoroh Tagame and Jiraiya. They taught me that men can be super hot while they're submitting to someone else. Also Minotaur Hotel. The VN has great characters and it inspires me to make my own characters. 4.What does pride month mean to you? It's a month where we are encouraged to be proud of our identity and celebrate our culture. 5.Where can people support your work? Download my games here: https://chellaytiger.itch.io and support me through Patreon here: https://patreon.com/chellaytiger. Also join my mailing list: https://chellaytiger.substack.com ! 6.Tell us about anything you want! Can be something you are working on, something positive, or something totally random! If you want to make your own gay games, there's nothing stopping you. Just do it. Sometimes it's that simple. Also, create more beefy bottoms into the world. I will thank you personally if you do. --- Are you itching to join the fun? If you're a BL fanfiction enthusiast or an aspiring writer bursting with ideas, we'd love to hear from you! Contact us HERE to share your experiences, showcase your work, or simply geek out about all things fanfic. Let's keep the fanfiction magic alive and thriving!

Looking for a passionate love story to whisk you away? We've got you covered. Buckle up, because we're about to dive headfirst into the irresistibly addictive world of Yaoi manga. Each one of these stories has its unique charm, unforgettable characters, and love stories that will make you believe in romance all over again. The 10 Most Addictive Yaoi Manga Series To Binge Now "Ten Count" In "Ten Count," we follow Shirotani, a corporate secretary struggling with mysophobia, and Kurose, a clinical psychologist who offers to help him. The way these two men navigate their relationship and personal issues is both touching and heartbreaking. The depth of the characters, combined with beautifully illustrated scenes, will keep you turning the pages well into the night. "Love Stage!!" In the spotlight, we have "Love Stage!!," an incredible yaoi manga centered around Izumi Sena, a boy born into a famous showbiz family, and Ryouma, a popular actor. This series effortlessly combines humor, emotion, and drama to depict a charming story about self-discovery and love. With its captivating narrative and distinct art style, "Love Stage!!" will leave you craving more. "Finder Series" The "Finder Series" explores the dangerous yet passionate relationship between freelance photographer Takaba and powerful underworld figure Asami. This thrilling yaoi manga pulls no punches when it comes to action and romance. The tense storyline, coupled with intense romantic moments, makes this series a rollercoaster of emotions that's hard to put down. "Totally Captivated" "Totally Captivated" is a beautifully illustrated yaoi manga featuring the fascinating dynamic between Ewon Jung, a young man with a knack for trouble, and Mookyul, a powerful mob boss. The blend of humor, drama, and compelling character growth makes this a manga series that's both entertaining and emotionally resonant. "Seven Days" "Seven Days" offers a tender story about high schoolers Yuzuru and Seryou, who decide to date for a week. The gradual evolution of their relationship is heartwarming, as they navigate their feelings and learn more about each other. This series will captivate you with its sweet simplicity and leave you wishing for an eighth day. "Crimson Spell" For fans of fantasy, "Crimson Spell" is a must-read. The manga follows Prince Vald, who is cursed to transform into a demon at night, and Halvi, a sorcerer who tries to break the curse. The intricate fantasy setting, layered characters, and riveting plot make this series an unforgettable journey of magic and romance. "Twittering Birds Never Fly" This yaoi manga explores the dark yet passionate relationship between Yashiro, a yakuza boss with a masochistic streak, and Doumeki, his new bodyguard. "Twittering Birds Never Fly" takes you on a whirlwind journey filled with complex characters, mature themes, and intense romantic moments. It's a series that's as emotionally compelling as it is riveting. "Honto Yajuu" "Honto Yajuu" tells the story of Aki, a policeman, and Ueda, a yakuza member. This manga series brilliantly balances drama, comedy, and romance to create a narrative that will keep you hooked. The character dynamics, exciting plot twists, and endearing romance will satisfy your craving for a love story that's as thrilling as it is sweet. "Elektel Delusion" Rounding off our list is "Elektel Delusion," a delightful yaoi manga about childhood friends turned lovers, Shunpei and Fumi. The series beautifully captures the ups and downs of their relationship, filled with genuine emotions, humor, and sweet romantic moments. "Elektel Delusion" is the perfect manga to binge-read when you're in the mood for a heartwarming love story. "Dakaichi: I'm being harassed by the sexiest man of the year" "Dakaichi" presents a compelling story about the passionate relationship between two actors. The power dynamics, playful banter, and palpable chemistry between the characters are brilliantly depicted. It's a series that captivates you with its unique premise and keeps you invested with its intriguing narrative. Whether you're a seasoned yaoi manga reader or a newcomer, each of these series offers a unique exploration of love, relationships, and personal growth. So, get comfy, grab a cup of tea, and prepare to dive into these captivating love stories. Happy reading!

I am Rachel Hernández, a passionate beta reader for the captivating comic and visual novel, "I Married a Monster on a Hill." Beyond my role as a beta reader, I proudly stand as a devoted advocate for LGBTQ+ representation. Today, I am thrilled to embark on an exploration of the enchanting world within this series, delving into the intricate dynamics of the five remarkable boys' love couples. Together, we shall unravel the depths of their connection. Bevvy x August Artist:Angie Min "Protector x Nurturer" dynamic Bevvy (he/him) and August (They/He) have the Protector x Nurturer dynamic. The Protector x Nurturer dynamic in a relationship is a beautiful dance of strength and tenderness. It revolves around the intertwining roles of a protector, who shields and safeguards their partner, and a nurturer, who provides care, support, and emotional nourishment. Bevvy represents the protector in this relationship. Without giving away story details he saved August from a very dark and dangerous place after many years of suffering and has been his protector since. August is the nurturer of the relationship as they always provide stability for Bevvy in his times of need. Together, they create a harmonious balance, where love and security thrive. It is a partnership built on trust, understanding, and a profound sense of mutual support, creating a bond that withstands all. An article coming soon exploring their past. Be sure to read their character intro in the comic. These are short however it is a good way to get an idea on who the character is before the official stories come out. Read Bevvy's Intro Read August's Intro John x Thomas Artist:Angie Min "Opposites Attract" Dynamic John (he/him) and Thomas (he/him) have the Opposites Attract dynamic. The Opposites Attract dynamic in a relationship showcases contrasting qualities and magnetic chemistry. It revolves around the intriguing pull between individuals with different personalities, interests, and perspectives. In this dynamic, the differences between partners fuel curiosity, excitement, and a constant desire for exploration. The unique blend of opposing traits and backgrounds creates a vibrant tapestry where each person brings their own strengths and weaknesses to the table. John is a very extroverted person who loves adventure while Thomas is very stoic and serious. They bring out the best in each other. Thomas views John as the light of his life, while John views Thomas as his muse. With a difficult past, where both characters saved each other many times, the two of them have an unbreakable bond. Together, they challenge and inspire one another, fostering personal development and support. Check out my article on these two. Be sure to read their character intro in the comic. These are short however it is a good way to get an idea on who the character is before the official stories come out. Read John's Intro Read Thomas' Intro Hugh x Malcolm Artist:Angie Min "Senpai–Kōhai" Dynamic Hugh (he/him) and Malcolm (he/him) have the Senpai–Kōhai dynamic. The Senpai-Kōhai dynamic in a relationship is a fascinating interplay of mentorship, respect, and admiration. Rooted in Japanese culture, this dynamic involves a hierarchical relationship where the senpai, or senior, guides and supports the kōhai, or junior, in various aspects of life. In a romantic context, this dynamic adds a unique layer of depth and complexity. The senpai offers wisdom, experience, and guidance, nurturing the growth and development of their kōhai. Meanwhile, the kōhai looks up to their senpai with admiration and respect, cherishing the wisdom and mentorship they receive. In this relationship, Hugh (who is older than Malcolm) acts as the Senpai as he is always guiding Malcolm through life. Malcolm has high respect and admiration for his partner and will do almost anything to impress him. The two of them always help each other grow in new ways. Check out my article on these two. Be sure to read their character intro in the comic. These are short however it is a good way to get an idea on who the character is before the official stories come out. Read Hugh's Intro Read Malcolm's Intro Conrad x Nate Artist:Angie Min "Passionate Lovers" Dynamic The "Passionate Lovers" dynamic in a relationship is an intoxicating and fiery connection that ignites the flames of desire and intensity. It is a bond fueled by an overwhelming attraction and a shared hunger for emotional and physical connection. In this dynamic, the partners embrace their deepest passions, unleashing a torrent of emotions and pleasures. The intensity of their love permeates every aspect of their relationship, from their intimate moments to their everyday interactions. It is a relationship dynamic characterized by a fervent desire for one another, an insatiable longing that keeps the spark alive and fuels a profound connection. Conrad and Nate have a LONG history together. Their relationship and lives have been through many obstacles but their support and love for one another keeps them together. Conrad being somewhat oblivious and traditional is often surprised by Nate's flirtatious and lustful ways. An article coming soon exploring their past. Be sure to read their character intro in the comic. These are short however it is a good way to get an idea on who the character is before the official stories come out. Read Conrad's Intro Read Nate's Intro Issac x Fuyuki Artist:Angie Min "Wise x Emotional" Dynamic The "Wise x Emotional" dynamic in a relationship is a compelling fusion of intellect and deep emotional connection. It involves the harmonious interplay between a partner who possesses wisdom, experience, and rationality and another who is attuned to their emotions, intuition, and sensitivity. In this dynamic, the wisdom and guidance offered by the wise partner provide a steady anchor, offering insightful perspectives and guidance during challenging times. Conversely, the emotional partner brings depth, empathy, and a profound understanding of emotions, allowing for a nurturing and compassionate environment. Issac acts as the wise and Fuyuki acts as the emotional. Fuyuki, having experienced heartbreak in the past due to an uncommitted partner, guards his emotions cautiously. However, Isaac, with his wisdom and understanding, recognizes the importance of gaining Fuyuki's trust. He patiently demonstrates his steadfast commitment, showing Fuyuki through consistent actions that he is devoted and reliable. Isaac's dedication to earning Fuyuki's trust becomes an integral part of their relationship, ultimately deepening their emotional connection and strengthening their love for one another. An article coming soon exploring their past. Be sure to read their character intro in the comic. These are short however it is a good way to get an idea on who the character is before the official stories come out. Read Issac's Intro Read Fuyuki's Intro Although “I Married a Monster on a Hill” is still in development there is much to look forward to. Tune in to BLU for more character dynamics and their love stories. Learn more about the story by checking out their current comic, social pages, and news about visual novel development HERE. Until next time.