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Healing Love: Thomas & John's PTSD Pain & Path as Psychologists in "I Married a Monster on a Hill"

As a writer, a psychology student, and a mental health advocate, I am continually inspired by stories of resilience and love that demonstrate the power of healing and growth. In this narrative from the comic and Visual Novel "I Married a Monster on a Hill", we delve into the remarkable journey of John and Thomas, a couple whose lives have been deeply shaped by their experiences with attachment issues, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), and mental health struggles. Their profound love for one another has not only helped them overcome their individual traumas but has also driven them to become psychologists, dedicated to offering support and understanding to others who face similar challenges. My name is Rachel Hernández. I am a beta reader for the comic and visual novel "I Married a Monster on a Hill," and I am excited to chat more about John and Thomas. None of this is revealed in any of the "I Married a Monster on a Hill" media yet so enjoy a small sneak peek from me your faithful beta reader!

I Married a Monster on a Hill John & Thomas
Thomas on the left John the right

Defining Mental Health Terms Before delving into John and Thomas's journey:

  • PTSD (Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder): PTSD is a psychological condition that develops after a person experiences or witnesses a traumatic event. Symptoms may include intrusive memories, nightmares, hyperarousal, and emotional detachment.

  • Depression: Depression is a mood disorder characterized by persistent feelings of sadness, loss of interest or pleasure, changes in appetite or sleep patterns, low energy, and difficulties with concentration and decision-making.

  • Attachment Issues: Attachment issues arise from early traumatic experiences or inconsistent caregiving, which can result in difficulty forming and maintaining secure and healthy emotional bonds with others.

  • Suicide: Suicide refers to the act of intentionally causing one's own death, often resulting from extreme emotional pain, hopelessness, or untreated mental health conditions. 988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

John's Journey

Healing from Attachment Issues John's turbulent and abusive childhood left him grappling with profound attachment issues. The scars from his past hindered his ability to trust and form deep connections with others, perpetuating feelings of emotional isolation and vulnerability. However, fate intervened when he crossed paths with Thomas, a compassionate and understanding partner.

In a crucial moment of John's battle with suicidal thoughts, Thomas emerges as his guardian angel, rescuing him from the depths of despair. As darkness threatened to consume John, Thomas's unwavering love and presence became a beacon of hope and salvation. Recognizing the signs of John's struggle, Thomas intervened, offering support, understanding, and reassurance that he was not alone. Through Thomas's courageous act, John found solace, hope, and a renewed will to live, their love transforming into a lifeline that pulled him back from the edge.988 Suicide & Crisis Lifeline

Thomas & His Role Guiding John Towards Healing

Recognizing the extent of John's attachment struggles, Thomas embarked on a mission to help him heal. Thomas created a safe space for John to express his fears and insecurities. Together, they engaged in countless conversations, shared tears, and acts of kindness, gradually dismantling the barriers that had long kept John emotionally guarded. Their love became the catalyst for John's healing, allowing him to redefine his perspectives on relationships and reclaim his capacity for trust and vulnerability.

Shared Traumas: Military PTSD and the Motivating Power of Love

Both John and Thomas bear the weight of post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD) resulting from their time in the military. The haunting experiences they endured have left lasting imprints on their psyches, leading to anxiety, nightmares, emotional detachment, and fear. However, rather than allowing these struggles to define them, their love for each other has become a source of motivation and support.

I Married a Monster on a Hill John & Thomas

Navigating Loss

In the depths of Thomas's loss over his beloved brother and parents, John's unwavering support has become a beacon of light, guiding Thomas through the darkest corridors of grief. With compassionate understanding, John provides a safe space for Thomas to express his pain, allowing him to navigate the complex journey of healing. Together, they honor the memory of Thomas's family, sharing stories and cherishing the moments that shaped their lives. Through the transformative power of their love, John's comforting presence becomes a source of solace, empowering Thomas to find strength and emerge from the depths of his sorrow.

Thomas's Visual Impairment: John's Dedication to Helping His Partner

In addition to their shared battles with PTSD, Thomas faces the daily challenges of being partially blind due to a past accident. In times of need, John steps in, offering invaluable assistance and support. Their relationship is a beautiful testament to the power of reciprocated love and care, as John dedicates himself to helping Thomas overcome the obstacles.

I Married a Monster on a Hill John & Thomas

A Journey of Empathy: Becoming Psychologists

Their collective experiences with mental health challenges shaped their career paths. Fueled by their own journeys of healing and personal growth, they have both chosen to become psychologists. John studied under Thomas, now running his clinic as Thomas is now a politician. Their shared understanding of trauma and mental health struggles drives their unwavering commitment to supporting and guiding others on their paths to recovery.


The love story of John and Thomas is a testament to the power of love, resilience, and mutual support. Despite their individual hardships, they have learned to navigate their challenges together.

John and Thomas's journey exemplifies the transformative power of love, demonstrating that even in the face of deep pain and adversity, healing and growth are possible. They have emerged as beacons of hope and sources of inspiration for others facing similar struggles.

I Married a Monster on a Hill John & Thomas

Their commitment to becoming psychologists stems from a genuine desire to utilize knowledge and empathetic understanding to help others in need. In a world that often feels overwhelming and fractured, the story of John and Thomas serves as a beacon of hope. It reminds us that love has the extraordinary capacity to mend broken hearts, inspire personal growth, and ignite a shared purpose. Their journey teaches us that when we find a love that not only accepts us but also supports our healing and growth, we can find the strength to overcome any obstacle and embrace a future filled with love, empathy, and hope. Although “I Married a Monster on a Hill” is still in development there is much to look forward to. Tune in to BLU for more character reviews and the positive impact their stories have. Learn more about the story by checking out their current comic, social pages, and news about visual novel development HERE. Until next time.


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